Feelings

It has been such a long time, since I dare not think and face my inner feelings. Things are too complicated until it is too hard for a person like me to dig deeply inside and grasp all the courage, to map my way.

I have one secret. If you love me enough, there will be a day you know my secret. Until then, there's no use thinking about it.

You stepped into my life, like a friend. Then we both knew we needed more than a friend. But I want us to be friends, really friends :(

I dont want to hurt you, and at the same time to hurt me.

Old friend, I miss you. A lot. A lot. Look at what life I am leading, dotted in scare, nervousness and missing dreams.

Let's imagine the day where the world ends. I wish to have you by me, in a separate corner. And my friends, my pretty, genuine and pure friends, to eat, to chat, and to dream. I will hug this land, for teaching me the growing-up lesson. I will sit beside my family, enjoying an awesome dinner. I want to hug all of you. And I want to make you happy. :)