a promise

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sad at the picture today. he is happy. they are happy. and they deserve it. a beautiful couple, in love. i realize i'm the one who love to possess. i want my dearest to love me best and only. cos i truly think of him like crazy? i feel like crying at this sight.. yes, i will be happy as such too. i deserve it.. i was too shy, too undetermined, too uncertain, too stupid, and there's no use regretting :) i wonder where my prince should be. i am waiting dearly. i need to pick up confidence and determination and PASSION all day, and night, and never give up for a lazy, elderly, silly rest. overcome this big challenge i will, i promise!

dear.., i guess you will forget my birthday, and i will still forgive you? stay happy forever, my friend. i don't like you to act wrong, cos in me, u r forever a nice loving guy, crazily, truly in love, dear. Make her happy, if she is nice,,, and i hope she is, to make you happy, just like how i hope my dream guy that nice too :) forever be good friends, if not best friends, shall we?

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